Writing has always been therapy for me. When I write, tons of emotions come out and I feel better, so on this difficult day I thought I would write. So here it is; my emotions that I'm feeling today and what I want to say to our little one.
Today is the day Nate and I were to welcome our little baby into this world, July 15, 2009. This was a day to be filled with nervousness, excitement, and so many other unbelievable emotions that go along with being first time parents. The summer was supposed to be filled with baby activities. All we can do now is pray that we will be able to have our time as parents some day, and I know we will. It's just hard when it's not on our timing.
I have always believed that God is around us and comforting us during hard times. I have felt His presence through family, friends, and amazing co-workers during this difficult time. When I announced that we had a miscarriage, I was surrounded by so many women that have been through what I've been through. I can't thank those women enough, some of you reading this now, for all of their support, prayers, smiles, hugs, and special things that were given to me to help me through a very difficult time. It's amazing how God places those people around you right when you need them. Thank you!!!
So now I look at this day and say a prayer up to Heaven:
"Dear God, I pray that you hold our little one near and give her extra hugs today. Since she can't be here with us today, I guess having her there with you is okay. Please tell her that her mommy and daddy and all of her family love her very much and will see her some day. Thank you for taking care of her for us. We love her so much!!!"
Again we want to thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers. We need them now more than ever. God does have a plan for us, we just need to pray and make sure we follow His lead.
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4 comments:
You're in my thoughts and prayers today and throughout this difficult time. Big hugs!
You will always remember this day and hold it ever so close to your hearts. I continue to pray for you and ask that God would give you peace. Hope you are enjoying your summer.
Beautifully written! Still praying for you!
My thoughts are with you, as Marie wrote, July 15th will always be a reminder to you. Just remember all your friends and family and some who hold a date like that near to them, too; we're here for you. I love you, Staci!!!! Thanks for your friendship.
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